Afraid—

I let you control my emotions 
While I seek comfort in you
Im so gullible that i always say I love you too
We both know it isn't true but it feels so right
I feel so comfortable hugging you at night
We talk we laugh, shit seemed so cool
But Nobody will ever know the pain i go through
I smile every single day you'd think its bulletproof
I hold it all in and let it sink down low
Wipe the tears from my eyes and never let my feelings show
I have to stay strong
I have to hold on
Even though everyday you be doing me so wrong
But still i stay
Dont have the energy to walk away
No matter how many steps i take


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