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Should I let Go

Make me feel like I'm worth something in your life Make me feel that if I leave you wouldn't be able to function right Cause now I can't sleep at night And Everyday we fuss and fight Just tell me now is me fighting even worth it Should I keep loving you or should I keep searching Cause now it seems like I'm the only one hurting The only one dealing with a broken heart Still figuring out when did the emotional abuse start I'm holding to the little memory we have left and praying you come back Praying that everything goes back the same But nothing seems to change No more baby or cute names Having these girls feel special like I once was I'm still staying even though I've had enough So I'll let you go even though it's killing me inside But you won't ever know by the brightness of my smile

Release It

It's like my hearts in a hole Because my heart is not a whole Because you said my heart you'll always hold Now I know it's was lies that was told My dreams that you sold And now my nightmares unfold How can you be so cold Even when i played my role How can you do this to me I thought we was trynna live our life happily Then you bomb me with a bunch a bad news Like I haven't been doing what I'm suppose to do Like this whole time you pretended to be happy Like you enjoyed being married You kept a smile on your face so I thought it was all good So I kept a smile on my face cause I thought everything was understood Then you aren't sure if I'm the right one for you Now all these questions come to my head man what did I do I know I'm not perfect but you aren't either Instead of throwing eachother down how bout we pick up all the broken pieces Stop holding everything in just release it

I’m upset

The anger in my soul cannot be tamed Your words upset me stop calling my name How could you do this thought you were different Always telling me I'm in my fucking feelings When you were the one out doing me so dirty I mean i knew this relationship wasn't so sturdy But you still found a way to hurt me Like you were suppose to be my escape goat The one i come to when i need it the most But you did me so grimey I felt it in my chest Now you're in the same category as the rest How could fuck her and come smile in my fucking face Now this bitch feel like she can take my fucking place I feel so fucking stupid i feel so dumb Cause I chose to stay after you did me so wrong You claim you real but you lied to my face Saying your name leaves me with a bad taste Then you got mad at little shit that i do Trynna get mad at me but all the blame is on you Making me feel dumb and look like a fool Got me feeling insecure thinking where did I go wron...